Dear Diary
21.09.2012
Wow, it really took some time to come back here! Everything has changed since I last time wrote here. I'm married now and we bought a new home. The new kitten named Täplä is now a lady who knows her place. Töpö has calmed down and is acting like a pet cat should.
Well, the page will now be back under my care and I promise to keep it updated more regularly. ^_^
03.10.2009
It took too long again to update but with this laptop of mine this is going to continue until I get the money to buy a new one.
We get a new kitty today to keep company to Töpö. We don't have the name yet but when we see it (we don't know is it a he or a she) we know. ^.^
08.09.2009
Here I'm again after very long absence. My writing wasn't going like I wanted so I just let that hobby to be. I have just arrived back home from Thailand where I spent a wonderful week relaxing and shopping. Later I put some photos in my album for everyone to see.
Right now I'm still on vacation but next week my work begins again and my time is reduced in half. I hate how the work interferes with my free time. >.<
I'll try to keep my updates in time from now on but if the problems with writing continues like they have the whole summer I'm not able to get anything ready.
22.02.2009
Near future, my ass... As you can see I got my lazy ass to work here only five months later. Oh well, I've been updating my fiction at least.
As you might have noticed I changed the layout today. I have meant to do that for a long time but never had enough time to do it. I also updated my manga library and deleted coldly the information section as my new virtual bookshelf does the same thing. Lucky me!
15.09.2008
Today I updated my manga list. So many new books were added as I haven't updated the list in so long time. I have no time to update the information part in my manga library but in near future I'm going to do it.
14.09.2008
It's been a while I wrote here. I've been tired and pissed off so I haven't any motivation to write anything.
Now I'm quite happy. I have lots of chapters ready for these twise a month updates and more is coming all the time. I have new unreleased story waiting next update and new chapters for Impossible Love and Kill me by love.
Hmm. What new? Nothing. I go to work, do my job like a good little slave and come home to sleep. I have a vacation coming after this week so I have a little bit more time to use to this site.
So that's it. Be happy with what you get or Lady Fortune will turn her hairy ass towards you.
09.07.2008
Wow. I have forgotten this diary here. Ok, now that I'm here I should tell that I finally updated the site. Why did it took so damn long may someone ask. It was due my hopeless project to rewrite all my english written fiction.
And why should I do that? It's cause I suck. My english is bad and my stories are childish. So I rewrite them with care and hope they are better. I have great Beta reader to aid me now and we work together to rewrite Tears of Shalon at the monent. The first chapter is ready and we started with second few days ago.
That's it. Nothing new here. Oh, I lied just now.. I strated to draw lately. There are few images in original art. Nothing new besides that I believe. Bye!
09.04.2008
Ok. Now I've updated as promised but there's still no proof anyone has been here... Ok.. The counter on mainpage says 107 visitors but I don't trust it. It count's every different IP once... With changing IP it might be all from me as I update and fix this site and check the pages.. How very depressing..
So if there is someone reading my ramblings please write in my guestbook even once so I know there is even one reason to continue keeping this site open.
Now that I have disgraced myself by begging for attention I'm going to start writing next update. It's going to be new original series and I hope that within this two weeks time I'll be assured to carry on with this hopeless site. Oh yeah, one more thing. My life is wonderful right now and I'm as happy as I can be, but I won't tell anybody why! *Smirk*
25.03.2008
It took damn long but finally I've done it; I have ripped every last one of my hair from my head.. Er.. I mean I've moved this site away from that awful geocities. And I even got some updates done. Whew... I promised in my Updates section that I would update one of my fiction once in every two weeks and hopefully I can keep that promise.
My new story as every one of the earlier English written fiction is not read by beta, so there might be mistakes or misspelling.. I don't care of them and if you do, I don't care about that either. Oh, now I was just mean hag that I am in reality.. If you see some mistakes in my texts (Finnish or English) notify me and I correct it. I wont be mad or anything that I can promise.
Well well.. What now? Hmmm.. Why I even write here..? because I fucking feel like it. This is one way I can get rid off my frustration caused by servers and my PC. This way I can be little nicer to my characters and they won't have to suffer so much when I start to write my fiction. Ok. That's it. I'm off. Enjoy this site if you can.
29.01.2008
It's been a month since I opened this site and there is nothing in the guestbook. I hoped that there would be some comments of the site or something. But hey, you can't get everything you're hoping for. I know, there is little new here... I've been lazy and tired. And now my inspiration is gone. I try my best to write something more here but nothing comes out.
My dear cousin was very ill recently but she is doing fine right now. I've been worrying my hair gray of her sake but soon I might be ready to start writing again. I just hope it's worth my while as there is no signs that my fictions have been read.
26.12.2007
Finally! I opened this site. It took long enough. Now I only hope I didn't do this all for nothing. I'm nearly bald for I've torn my hair off while doing all this shit... I mean this lovely piece of cr... Charming, very charming site... Enjoy...
27.11.2007
Forget it! I'll open this site no matter what. Ok, I haven't finished the first chapter of Tears of Shalon, but so what. Maybe I can write it better if I know there is some one to read it.. Well I must do some little things before I open but it'll be soon now. By the way it's my birthday today.
20.11.2007
Almost ready. This has been very very frustrating and I've torn my hair out of my skalp byt now it seems I can open ToS very soon. Only one thing to do and it is Tears of Shalon fiction. I have the idea and I have all the time I want, but what I don't have is enthusiasm. Not a little bit of it. So now I keep smashing my head to the wall and hopefully it'll work.
12.11.2007
Soon this site will be ready but first chapter of the fiction Tears of Shalon isn't... And the site will not open before it's finished. Oh well.. I must get few photos to right size and upload them to Photopucket. It'll take few hours and my last sanity but soon I can welcome guests here. If there will be any guests.. Ok, now I have to go make something to eat or my mate'll eat me... *grin*
30.10.2007
I've been lazy with this site and something mournfull happened so I took little brake. My cousin's grandmother passed away last saturday morning and the sorrow is near to me as she was very close to mee too. Sometimes nothing goes as planned...
10.10.2007
I'm still working with this tsupid site... It's been nearly a month since I started and there's no end to all this work to be done before I can open the site. Well, you get what you deserve and I seem to deserve mind numbing headache, stiff shoulders and nervous breakdown. Now I'm sure this site will move one day. Server is giving me troubles all the time and there is not enough pace here if some one ever wants his/her fiction here. Ok, this is enough. Now I return to wrestle with my other problems. Updates on my other project are way over deadline and I have nothing ready. I need an other vacation.
26.9.2007
What a day. I was supposed to be on vacation but here I'm sitting and building this website. Töpö is his charming self trying to eat my toes. I'm beginning to think I never get this ready... Oh yes.. I started with this site two weeks ago (12.9.2007) and due my work at the hospital I'm still building this.
I finally got Kimberly to make this wonderful layout for me. It's working like a dream but this geo is driving me crazy! Some day this site will move. Yeah, I know that this isn't even ready yet and nobody is here to read my ramblings. Just blowing some steam here. Now it's time to continue this battle. See you later.
